
Midlife Meeting with God
a tree, a bench and some place for me to put the things I’ll have to let go
photo: Flickr Creative Commons – Eddie Van W.
I’ve met God here. We sit in a space like this regularly. A tree, a bench and a place to put the things I’ll have to let go. Moving forward always means letting go. I’ll sit on the bench and recite my mantra. Psalms 92:12-15. I’ve held this chunk of truth in my heart – willing myself to live its meaning. I’ve soaked long in its hope.
The righteous shall flourish like a palm tree, He shall grow like a cedar in Lebanon.
Those who are planted in the house of the Lord shall flourish in the courts of our God.
They shall still bear fruit in old age; They shall be fresh and flourishing,
To declare that the Lord is upright; He is my rock, and there is no unrighteousness in Him. – Psalm 92:12-15
But I’m walking into a new season and now, the words take on new meaning. The ground of my heart has been watered with fresh perspective.
On my next birthday I’ll be 48 years young and this scripture has been a daily affirmation for more than a decade. A wise friend graced me with these words when I struggled with infertility. I desperately received them. Chewing on the words, spirit-poor and so hungry then, they sustained me. Now, they satisfy. I’m embracing this mid-life season and stepping in with no worries. He is my rock and I trust Him. I’m ready for the journey.
This scripture assures me it’s never too late for expansion. Miracles, change and growth are promised if we stay rooted. It’s never too late to give birth – to flourish. By the grace of God I went on to have a baby. A healthy boy at 44. But there are others births I’m believing for. I’m believing for expansion. I have goals, plans and God-sized dreams.
This month I’ll take on a leadership role in a community group with (in)courage. I’ll have the opportunity to pray for and encourage women faced with infertility. Being used in this capacity is one of those dreams.
God said this scripture was written for me. It’s for you as well…especially if you find yourself, like me, a mid-life mama. This scripture is our theme. Obedience and faith will ensure the birth of more beauty than we can imagine.
Join me at the tree. This scripture is an eternal promise of perpetual restoration. We just have to believe it.
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