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Give Me Grace : The Power of A Single Story…Yours

Jan 31, 2015 34 Comments ~ Written by lisha epperson

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My mouth will tell of your righteous acts, of your deeds of salvation all the day, for their number is past my knowledge. With the mighty deeds of the Lord God I will come; I will remind them of your righteousness, yours alone. O God, from my youth you have taught me, and I still proclaim your wondrous deeds. So even to old age and gray hairs, O God, do not forsake me, until I proclaim your might to another generation, your power to all those to come. – Psalm 71:15-18

From the back of the room I saw tears forming in the corner of her eyes. She spoke with a lump in her throat and I could feel the soft tremble of emotion as she told her story…again. Elise Daly Parker is a community building powerhouse and her story is the goose bump kind. She tells it in a river of words that take you on a god-spotting journey. From faith-shattering to awe-inspiring you straddle the crest of the wave knowing its equal parts awful and lovely, broken and true. Still, God leaves room for calm, space to breathe…in her storm. Elise tells it with heart.

I woke up early this morning to take a van from 42nd St in New York to attend the Circles of Faith Women of Influence Breakfast. I’d looked forward to it for months. A chance to connect with other bloggers and writers on the east coast was one thing I wouldn’t miss. I made it my business to be there. An opportunity to hang out with Chelle Wilson would have been reason enough to attend but there was so much more. I met the only East coast representative from Noonday and enjoyed divine appointments with women whose lives mirrored my own. The staff at Circles of Faith did a wonderful job in assembling such a diverse group. And I brought a friend, Tanya Jones, my long-time sister in ministry sat right next to me.

Before Elise finished telling her story the room erupted in jubilant praise. Standing to our feet we couldn’t help cheering. I’m sure it happens every time she tells her story – and that’s just the way God wants it. Telling our stories is potent powerful medicine. It’s a healing inoculation against doubt – a booster shot for faith. We all enjoyed the after glow of the presence of a God who lives in the story. Each word a holy helping of grace – an in the moment measure of encouragement.

I think we all got saved again hearing her story. In the telling, she did too. It’s the God good kind of story that makes you believe…because He showed himself mighty, He redeemed every shattered thing and she…lived to tell.

Don’t doubt the power of telling your story again and again and again. I watched it heal her and help us.  Doing the happy dance at the end of a battle doesn’t mean every wound has completely healed. Let’s face it, every story is a journey, a process. The fullness of redemption takes time. In the interim God makes magic with the words. The brilliance of the masterpiece is in the weaving of each sacred chapter. It all starts with words.

We live in a fast paced world that demands something new every day. It isn’t easy to keep up. We respond to the onslaught of new information by archiving our stories. Our testimonies get shelved. A good flashback reminds us of His righteousness…His mighty deeds. God works in the wonder of a new day, I’m sure of it, but there’s no expiration on the glory of a story. So begin at the beginning. I’m listening.

Celebrate the power of a single story. Tell your story again. 
Let your handmaiden find grace in your sight…#GiveMeGrace

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Give Me Grace : Encouragement For Your Writing Soul

Jan 10, 2015 31 Comments ~ Written by lisha epperson

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I woke up on the couch the other morning. I’ve stayed up late reading the past few nights and on this one my sweet family had covered me with a sleeping bag and turned out the lights.  It was perhaps the coldest day of the year in New York and the heater in our living room wasn’t working. I’d fallen asleep lost in the words of Madeline L’Engle, warmed by the truth she shared from this quote by Anton Chekhov.

“You must once and for all give up being worried about success and failures. Don’t let that concern you. It’s your duty to go on working steadily day by day, quite quietly, to be prepared for mistakes,which are inevitable, and for failures.”

My writing soul needs to hear that.

And the timely messages from two friends on voxer “Keep writing”. “Don’t back away from it.”

I’d wanted to write but doubt does a number on me sometimes. I get quiet. Every word gets shut up behind an impenetrable shell of steel. Vaulted.

September McCarthy announced some of the session leaders for the next Raising Generations Today conference this week. I’m one of them. Seeing my face attached to a lineup of so many godly women opened the door for comparison and doubt. I struggled with feeling flawed and unworthy – with wondering if I’d meet expectations.

My writing soul got quiet. My soul gets quiet because I know the weight of words. I know how words can breathe life into a woman crushed by loss, grief….doubt. I know words have the power to reignite dreams. I know words can lead a soul to the very throne of God. My enemy knows that too.

I marinated in this space…feeling defeated. But I shouldn’t. And you shouldn’t either. Maybe that pause isn’t all bad. Behind every holy hard word is a story.  And your unique experience makes you the only one to tell it.  It’s His job to do the work of releasing it. He’ll do that through you.  He’ll forge a path. You…do the work of being committed through quiet preparation – through prayer.

This year, as you make plans to accept invitations, ask about opportunities…put yourself out there in ways that call for increased faith – let this be encouragement for your writing soul.

The stilling of your soul is a time to get closer to God. He doesn’t give us a spirit of fear. And those feelings are all about the “no you can’t, you’ll fail. You…should be afraid.” And That’s not God. Mark the moment of silence as the beginning of a journey. God promises dreams and witty inventions. Open yourself to His creative ability. Build yourself up in His righteousness and qualifications only He can give. It’s more important than ever to discern His voice and the only way to do that is to get quiet so you can hear.

“I will climb up into my watchtower…” – Habakkuk 2:1 

“Jesus often withdrew to lonely places and prayed.” Luke 5:16 

Jesus made it a habit to steal away with His father and the Prophet Habakkuk used wisdom when he made it his business to get alone with God.  They didn’t resist but rather, invited this time of solitude.

This time around I won’t resist the setting apart for a stretch of silence. I’ll use the time to hear. To remember – to prepare for the birthing of something beautiful.

Enough talk for the night.
He is laboring in me;
I need to be silent
for a while,
worlds are forming
in my heart.
Meister Eckhart

Let your handmaiden find grace in your sight…#GiveMeGrace

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Give Me Grace : On the Stewardship of Words

Dec 13, 2014 16 Comments ~ Written by lisha epperson
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These are the words in my mouth; these are what I chew on and pray. Accept them when I place them on the morning altar,O God, my Altar-Rock,God, Priest-of-My-Altar.
Psalm 19:14 The Message

I listened to a podcast by Seth Godin a few days ago. He’s what you’d call a thought leader. Thought leaders think ALL the thoughts and the most successful ones force, however gently, a private turning inward. Thought leaders make us think. To them we offer the mental universal affirmation “hmmm”. This inner amen frees us to pour truth on the page. When it’s good, powerful words help us release our own.

The shows host mentioned his new book What To Do When its Your Turn and my wheels started to spin. I haven’t read the book. He’s such a thought leader, I don’t have to. The title alone has me thinking about the God honoring weight and responsibility of words, particularly as a blogger. Now more than ever, its time to steward our words well.

As bloggers, we’ve essentially given ourselves permission to take the mike. In that respect It’s my turn. It’s yours too. I also read this by Mel Schroeder. Her thoughtful reflection on blogging and platforms expanded my musing. So I’m thinking about what I say and why. I’m wondering how I can do better.

If given a platform, what would I say? How can I use this space to cultivate a spirit of authenticity and grace. Truth and hope. Can I do that and still have time for life with my real, right now, in my face family and community?

I’ll start at the beginning. What is my message?

My blog began as an infertility journal. After surviving a 14 year battle with infertility I felt lead to encourage other women. Opportunities opened to share my story in many ways. I’ve known our story, our miracle was not our own, that God would use it for His glory…in His time. I’m not surprised. It’s a good story. Our lives, when given to God, are unique manifestations of His word in action. We are living epistles. Testimonies of grace. He uses each life to tell a story. His.

Knowing that, what is my life saying now?

Writing on a consistent basis is a spiritual process. A discipline of the heart where God shows us his best work. The work he does in us. He changes and transforms, rearranges and molds. You and I my friend, in our right now glory, are miracles. And He’s telling His story through us. So I’m listening. I’m paying attention.

In the past 2 years I’ve shared many of the stories that defined my life. The ways God changed me through his word, the hard lessons and life experiences I’ve learned in His laboratory. But writing is revelation. It’s seeing and growing. Writing is illumination. Writing is knowing.

And this is what I’ve discovered.

My writing isn’t only about infertility. God’s called me to other conversations. As a woman of color blogging in a predominantly white Christian community? Absolutely – I’ve got something to say about race. A vision for change based on his love compels me to speak.

So here it is – I’ve got half a lifetime of days circling the sun in brown skin under my belt. I graduated from the school of infertility. All this has earned me a degree in faith…a masters in waiting. I earned a phd in hope. And here…in the online communities God’s placed me in… I’m going for a teaching certificate in grace. I think that’s my where my message is. If I have anything to say it’s about keeping a dream alive. It’s about perseverance, it’s about love.

I’m not done here. I’ve sat with this question for a few days and know I’ll chew on it for a while. But let’s turn this around for you.

You have a platform to be your best God honoring self. What’s your message? Share your thoughts on stewarding well, these God-given words.

Let your handmaiden find grace in your sight…#GiveMeGrace

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Give Me Grace : A Gratitude Giveaway

Nov 22, 2014 29 Comments ~ Written by lisha epperson

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I dreamed of Laity Lodge. Long before I knew it existed a part of my soul knew this place. As a new mommy I read about their family camp and considered applying for a scholarship for my young brood. That was 10 years ago. The Lovelies were really little.

At Allume in 2013 a friend asked if I’d be attending the High Calling retreat at Laity Lodge. I remembered the name immediately and reflected on how life sometimes seems to circle back. Allowing us to revisit places and things we felt important or a connection to. Laity Lodge was on my radar. Laity Lodge called my name.

I didn’t make it that year. Blogging/ writing has become a part time passion but I can’t attend every conference. Who can handle all the awesome? But I’m here. And I need this. I’m filled with gratitude for the way God showed himself mighty in bringing me here. I’ll tell you in a later post all the hoops I jumped through to get here. The back and forth, the yes and no. Yeah…I’ll tell you about that later.

For now I’m waiting for the final leg of the journey to begin. A three hour drive to the canyon – and I’m told through a river! Yes, a river. I already know I’m in for a treat. I can’t wait to share it with you.

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I’m speaking to you out of deep gratitude for all that God has given me, and especially as I have responsibilities in relation to you. Living then, as every one of us does, in pure grace, it’s important that we not misinterpret ourselves as people who are bringing this goodness to God. No, God brings it all to us. The only accurate way to understand ourselves is by what God is and by what he does for us, not by what we are and what we do for him. (‭Romans‬ ‭12‬:‭3‬ MSG) (edited)

Can you believe we’ve met together like this 28 times? That’s more than half a year! I can’t tell you how I’ve grown, how God has stretched me. How He’s used your words and stories to bless. Your words and encouragement have been a light. A special meeting place, a study in discipline and devotion. I’m so very grateful for this weekly offering of grace. God meets us here. He does that for us.

I’ll celebrate and say thanks by hosting the first annual #GiveMeGrace gratitude giveaway!

Link-up today to automatically enter for a chance to win an Epperson goodie grab bag. Filled with some of my favorite things you’ll find – a designer original from Epperson, a sweet art print, a pair of my favorite fleece leggings and my latest lip balm addiction. The winner will be selected and announced on Monday via Random.org

I don’t have pictures of all this goodness. I’m scheduling this post from the airport but trust me…you don’t want to miss it. Link up NOW!

Let your handmaiden find grace in your sight…#GiveMeGrace

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Grounding : on Prayer

Oct 25, 2014 29 Comments ~ Written by lisha epperson
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Be cheerful no matter what;  pray all the time;  thank God no matter what happens. This is the way God wants you who belong to Christ Jesus to live. – 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18 The Message

“Why must people kneel down to pray? If I really wanted to pray I’ll tell you what I’d do. I’d go out into a great big field all alone or in the deep, deep woods and I’d look up into the sky—up—up—up—into that lovely blue sky that looks as if there was no end to its blueness. And then I’d just feel a prayer.”
― L.M. Montgomery, Anne of Green Gables

As I mull over ideas and words…letting my thoughts flow freely… prayer begins.

Lord, help me….Jesus, Jesus, Jesus…Lord, I know…Each three word prayer, a conversation starter between God and I, opening the door for the real work of worship to begin. Offering his heart as a platform for whatever I have to say – He lets me talk. Then pours his best in spirit, leaving me speechless.

My prayer life has always been this way. Constant. A fluid exchange. A recycling of ideas between my head and heart given life by the giver of life. Every connection, a consecration and invocation. A divine intercession and expression.

This season has been no different, except I’ve taken time to share them publicly. I offer them as holy sacrament to the son who saves. 12 days in and I’m grounded by our correspondence, our prayer dance and whimsical repartee. Our silence. This is our love language. It’s a holy litany and evensong. My heart breaking, for His.

I once thought prayers should follow a format. And made every effort to script the dialogue just right. Each word a step in the dance that leads to what we all want…the applause of an answer. It wasn’t long before I gave up and gave in to the simplicity, the lovely improvisational conversations that ensued…once I stopped trying.

Now?….singing “Whom have I in heaven but You?” He holds my secrets, shares my joy…keeps me laughing. Cradles my heart, lifts my spirit, commiserates with me over the stuff that hurts. All of it. He never misses a beat with my quirky sense of humor. He gives me the words. He pours, anoints, blesses and changes my perspective. I hope we never stop talking. I hope I never stop…listening.

These days I don’t blink an eye without recording it in my heart as evidence of grace poured. Another spiritual nod to the power I see working around me. And so it has become prayer…all of it.. A whisper of hope for help, the deepest expression of gratitude, my love song and devotion.

And God hears.

Let your handmaiden find grace in your sight…#GiveMeGrace

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Give Me Grace : Grounding – on Being Loved {Day 10}

Oct 18, 2014 29 Comments ~ Written by lisha epperson
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You hem me in behind and before, and you lay your hand upon me. Pslam 139:5

As the mountains surround Jerusalem, so the LORD surrounds his people both now and forevermore. – Psalm 125:2

I called my mother the other day. Nearing the end of my rope, I needed grounding. A familiar voice, my matrix, my mama. I didn’t want to burden her so we talked about everything but what’s been going on with me lately. I avoided all talk of myself by focusing on the adventures of the The Lovelies.

I told her about skating and test prep. Ade’s newest alter ego and Chailah’s ballet class. We talked until I couldn’t hold it in anymore.  In an exasperated rush I let go…”I’m tired.” It’s a perfect word to hide behind, suggesting more about the crazy that is parenting in NYC and less about my personal wilderness. She listened and went on to remind me I have exactly what I wanted (her way of saying “quit complaining, ain’t nobody got time for that”).

I had to suck it up…because I wasn’t being honest. For her, saying I’m tired said everything about my physical state and little about my heart – even though that’s where I’m worn the most. Still, I felt better after speaking with her. I felt the familiar I told you so and finger wag delivered with mothers wit and so much grace. I felt the comfort of her love.

And even though I didn’t have the conversation I wanted (I wasn’t ready for that), I got a healthy dose of my mothers love. I got the conversation that grounded me – encouragement to press through another season.

I am a daughter being loved by a mother.

Later that day an old friend called. And I grounded myself in the memory of our close friendship. Life has taken us on different paths and our homeschool schedules haven’t synched in a long while.  The late night phone calls – equal parts encouragement and complaining sessions – have all but disappeared.

She asked me how I was doing. And out it came. “I’m tired”. She fished through the usual complaints to see my struggle and lifted my ego with the best kind of endorsement. The only kind she could offer given such limited information. In one fell swoop she blew fresh wind on the dry bones of my motherhood and offered me an opportunity.

This time, a conversation I didn’t expect, but definitely one I needed. Our conversation that day grounded me in friendship. I was reminded of my value and worth in my community. Of how much he loves me though my friends – a holy hand-picked bunch of people who ground me in community.

I am a woman being loved by a friend.

And then I read these words…on a printout from 2004. “But I will give you expression with the pen, says The Lord, to be able to write the things that pertain to the worship of The Lord”. A prophetic word from my former pastor, words I don’t remember. Because back then, if God didn’t have anything to say about my body finally lining up to achieve a successful pregnancy – well, I wasn’t interested. Ten years later, He loves me with a letter. One I hadn’t read, one He saved ( the stack I found it in was on its way to the trash), for such a time as this. He grounded me with the surprise of his blood stained love poured out in black and white.

I am a girl being loved by her God.

Today I’m grounded in a love that extends beyond the arms of my husband and children. I’m caught in the grace of community, held in a love that’s secure. Home is a haven but he’s cast my net of love wide, extending beyond the borders of my home and the handful of city blocks I travel every day. His love seals and saves. It surrounds me. In this, He loves me well.

Let your handmaiden find grace in your sight…#GiveMeGrace

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Grounding : In the Kitchen – Dying To Self {Day5}

Oct 06, 2014 5 Comments ~ Written by lisha epperson

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For you have died, and your life is hidden with Christ in God. – Colossians 3:3

I’m starting with the man in the mirror, I’m asking him to change his ways
If you want to make the world a better place, take a look at your self and make the change – Michael Jackson

I hate having to clean the kitchen before cooking but it was one of those days. Leftover work from the day before created the mess of a kitchen I walked into. Pensive and prayerful, I took my place at the sink mumbling mommy prayers…each one beginning with “Oh Lord Jesus”.

I never want to do it. But kitchen ministry usually provides ample time to think on the many ways God works in a life. There’s no other place in my home where I can count on a daily stripping to set my heart right. It’s where I begin and end my day – dying to self. It’s time well spent.

Today I washed dishes while catching up on one of my favorite television shows on Hulu. Actor dialogue and a steady stream of running water fought for my attention. I solved that problem by working only during commercial breaks. Kitchen ministry was slow.

God and I have partnered in this life altar-altering since 1989. It’s been a long time. Through daily, repetitive work He shows me the art of dying to self…to live for him. But I’m a lot like an onion. Somehow I keep forgetting that just as I peel back one layer, there’s another…just as strong, just as thick. It’s a process.

Work in the kitchen is all about dying to self. It reminds me of the daily cleansing I have to do to keep myself on track. From the washing of dishes to the baking of bread…he reveals short but important messages on how life requires patience.  How in the washing we’re made ready to serve and in serving…we receive. He shows me how, to truly live, I’ll have to meet him in the kitchen….again.

He encourages me to get back up and go back in. To turn off the leaking faucet of words and thoughts that hold contentment hostage, to bend low, to reach high, to hold fast – there’s grace and hope in believing His fire will create something new. He and I , we’re chopping, slicing and dicing that old nature. Denying myself and picking up my cross in the kitchen is a humbling life practice where I allow Him to make me over, day by day. It starts with Him –  grounding me in my marriage, my motherhood, my friendships.

So I wash myself with the word of God. I listen to the work of gifted speakers and inspiring music. I practice peace with silence. I look myself in the eye at least once a day to make sure the new me is winning. And in the kitchen I don’t need a mirror to do it. I catch soul glimpses of my reflection in boiling water, in the whisper thin skin from a piece of garlic clinging to my fingers.

Sometimes, the new me is covered in unforgiveness, other times, it’s doubt or fatigue. To be sure, there’s more, but those few keep me busy. Today it was poor choices and my stubborn addiction to late night tv (I could have been in and out of the kitchen in half the time if I didn’t have to watch season 1 episodes 11 and 12 of the The Good Wife – can you believe it took me that long to turn it off?) Checking in with myself helps me make sure I like what I see. It keeps  me grounded and alive to the source that sustains me.

Ground yourself in this… Listen for the lesson. It’s in the doing of life…in the small and mundane…the grind of life. Listen for Him and let go. And…don’t forget self check-ins are mandatory – in the ‘hood we say “check ya self before ya wreck ya self”.

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31 Days of Grounding : Remembering Who and Whose You Are

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Give Me Grace : Holy Ground

Sep 20, 2014 36 Comments ~ Written by lisha epperson

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God said, “Don’t come any closer. Remove your sandals from your feet. You’re standing on holy ground.” (‭Exodus‬ ‭3‬:‭5‬ MSG)

Our gps signal wavered in and out on the ride up to Warwick, New York. What should have taken an hour and a half took almost 3.  Still, the last 30 minutes was all God glory. By the time we reached our destination we’d been cleansed and stripped. A brilliant sun broke through the veil and fields of buckwheat brushed us new…erased anything keeping us from His presence. In the last 30 minutes we took off our shoes.
And smiled.

His presence pierced our little family bubble and we felt it. This…was holy ground.

Stop.
Pause, breathe.
Enjoy the stillness
Because it’s quiet here
This…is holy ground
Everything IS – as it should be
Human arms can’t hold the paradox of this holy place
So just Let. Go.
It’s wild and perfect, groomed and broken
Listen
His words poured holy, painted on the door of  hearts stained a blood bought red.
Now ready, now ripe for the reading of natures’ sacred text.

This…is holy ground.

Sometimes to survive in the city, I leave. Intentional time away helps me see and carefully turn every stone. Time away repairs tears from unexpressed hurts and helps smooth over our family mess ups. The too quick response, the hurried hug, the many ways we tell each other we don’t have time. To hear. To listen. So yesterday we packed our car, grabbed my mama and took a drive. We went apple picking, drank hot cider, walked long and unrushed through lush orchards. And we ate the most delicious apple cider donuts. Taking time to be together outside our usual grind is holy. A little country does a city girl soul good.

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Five Minutes For Faith : For When You Don’t Ask For What You Want

Sep 11, 2014 3 Comments ~ Written by lisha epperson
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“Don’t bargain with God. Be direct. Ask for what you need.” – ‭Matthew‬ ‭7‬:‭7 The Message 

I shuffled the kids into the park just before dusk. It was a little too late in the day and a little too cool to stay long but we went anyway. It’s beautifully designed – big enough for all my children to enjoy and small enough so I can see the entire park.

I took a well deserved seat on the bench. And off they ran. Tire swings, for the moment friends and structures to climb. I’ll remember this summer as the first in a long while that I’ve actually been able to sit at the playground.

I pulled out a book and tried to distract myself. It’s taking me entirely too long to read Anne Lamotts’ Bird by Bird. It’s good. Really good. But I’m not there. And so I’m shoving the words down my throat like good for you medicine. It’ll do it’s job, but I want to savor it like my favorite chocolate mud cake – one decadent bite at a time. This, I haven’t tasted.

I’m in a funk.

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Give Me Grace : Write

Jul 12, 2014 45 Comments ~ Written by lisha epperson
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Write the things which thou hast seen, and the things which are, and the things which shall be hereafter

– ‭Revelation‬ ‭1‬:‭19‬ KJV

I’ve written for as long as I can remember but my clearest recognition of the muse showing up in my life was in 2nd grade. I was in love with my teacher Mrs. Simmons. In love in the way that little girls capture a glimpse of themselves in the future …as a woman. She was cocoa complexioned with a short cap of natural hair. She was smart and funny, delicate and powerful. I wanted to be like her. This was the 70’s in the inner city and life for many young adults was about expressing themselves as descendants of Africa. All my teachers wore dashikis and Afros. It was a special time.

Mrs. Simmons fascinated me. And she loved the English language of which she was a focused and dedicated teacher. The best way to communicate with her, I thought would be a letter. So that’s what I did. I wrote poems and shared stories with her for an entire year. The first offering came after class one day and I remember how nervous I felt as I slipped the folded note I’d written in her hand. As I write I remember the room, the scent of patchouli that escaped her blouse when she leaned over my desk and the wrought iron hooks we hung our coats on.

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